Its been a real long time. I just remembered about this place. I'm almost 18 and im still posting on xanga. Your never to old. Lifes completely different. The winter was a cold one. I fell in love with chadsvick in july on the 16th. Were together still. My longest and most promising relationship i must say. He is in Cali now. And i wish i could be there for him. New Mexico is Thursday and im not going. It will be out third year. I'm a bit bumbed but its ok i have a lot to do this weekend. Its true i have changed. But its not all bad change. I see it as growing up and not being so naive. I understand the world more. Yet question it just as much. I went trough a really negative phase and im slowly going back to my old positive self. It just takes alot of time and help. Well to those who still have xangas..... cheers.
